The start

Yeah, okei. Where should I start *hear the weels turn*
Yeah so I decided that I could use some therapy..  Not the heavy kind, just kind of vent when think make me go all 'f*** the world and all in it', you'd think that that feeling doesn't get unleash that much, with me it's there just about all the time.

So I thought that I would be smart and do this. This is my plan to talk about my dad and all the thoughts I have about heart conditions and death, about my mom and the way she makes me feel like I'm not good enough, about my little brother that I want to kill half the time..

I want to talk about friends and stuff like that, since I feel like I can't go to them and I end up like their therepist, giving advice, make sure they stay sane.

I'll also talk about my studies and stuff like that, nothing fancy and you may be bored, you may find me like a whining little girl, or you may see your self in what I write.. I dunno.

So behold my attempt in staying sane in this world.